This feeling.....
There's this girl that I like. And I keep thinking of her.Yeah it's love sickness. But unlike crushes,aka puppy love, my feelings aren't triggered by hormones experienced by teens growing up. Been past that stage already. My mind is much more developed and matured than most my age already(Oi! Not Ahpek thinking ok....). I will always be youthful no matter what my age! xd
I can't tell you her name but all I can say is she is a sweet girl. Through some observation she has a bad side(at least not too goody goody girl) too but how much of it I don't really know. We are friends but aren't actually close. We were once classmates n now we're in different classes. We don't see much of each other except for just 1 class we attend together. I want to tell her my feelings towards her. N that's the problem...I want to get closer to her. Be able to chat casually to her. N eventually express my feelings n let her know.
I know I cant just tell her I like her immediately when the last time we talked to each other was like quite some time back. Man! I'd definitely get rejected flat out. I need to strike up a conversation n be start talking to her again like back last time again in order to do that. But how? We aren't in the same class n she is always surrounded by her little group of girlfriends. Argh! I cant even start any conversation with them around! And with no reason to talk to her it would be painfully obvious if I suddenly talk to her n try to b friendly to her. N then there's this fear of rejection.... Argh God! Please let an oportunity present itself where I can be alone with her and renew a friendship which has gone quite stale already.
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Shaun @ 6:17 AM
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Shaun Lee
Greenwood Primary School, Attended 2000 - 2001
St Anthonys Primary School, Attended 2001 - 2005
Evergreen Secondary School, Attended 2006 - 2009
Loves trying new things,challenges and pushing his body to the limit
Crappy/lame/funny at times,depending on ur sense of humour
Loyal to friends and treasures them more than anything else
Loves talking to friends but needs his own space and be left alone at times
Questions the questions
Appreciates good songs and shows even if they are old
A Chinese but ironically sucks at and hates his mother tongue language
Apathetic,outspoken and outgoing personalities all rolled into 1 person (me) =p
Loss in thoughts at times
Can get shy sometimes
I am more than meets the eye
Computer
Music
Reading
Sports
Real Friends
Watching shows and movies
Researching materials of interests (theoretical physics,mythology)
Eating
Sleeping
Entering marathons and tournaments
Challenging himself
Homework
Liars
Traitors
Arrogant people
Selfish people
Ill-mannered people
Obnoxious people
Gangster-like people
Inconsiderate people
Plain fucked up people
Troublemakers
Hypocrites
Racists
Posers
Sexcists
Nerds
Retards
Sluts
Taxes
Biasness
Government and people who work for them
People who think they know it all especially scientist,psychologists and the like
National Service
Happiness
New Handphone
Faster Computer
New Badminton Racket
Badminton bag
Learn Japanese and be certified professionally
Learn Tennis
Learn Piano and get certification
Master Badminton or Learn baguazhang or jujitsu (Damn Wushu is so not pratical...only flowery moves)
Participate in Swissôtel Vertical Marathon 2009
Train to become fully ambidextrous
Good Grades
Get Stable Good Job
Girlfriend
Universal Knowledge
To be less lazy
To reach a point when I can say I am proud of myself
The path to take in the future